Walking the Dog take 2

I was just looking through some of my previous posts and noticed a computer error.  I was reading, "Walking the Dog" and noticed that the heaviest, most important paragraph was somehow misplaced on my computer and I cannot locate it.  I am crushed that I am not able to re-read those thoughts and feelings.  Pray that I can pull that paragraph up from somewhere.  I did not plan on writing a cliff hanger....